I finally see why you left, the person you love gets that angry and loses control, that turns into you’re scared of the person you love, and at that point there was nothing else you could do but leave. Cause you don’t know what to do. I’m sorry you ever had to see that. I’m sorry it ever went that far.
I won’t ever forgive myself for it. But I don’t beat myself up emotionally about it anymore. I’ve grown as a better person now because of it. I messed up really big, and lost the person I cared about most in this world. I never want to do that again.
I hope college is good. I can’t figure out how to delete this thing.
I’ve been sober nearly a month, it’s not much to other people. But it’s a lot to me. And I’ve never felt better in my life. Maybe we will end up crossing paths later in life. Maybe not. If not I want you to know I’ll never forget our memories we shared. Or the love I’ll always have for you. If we don’t, I’d like to say goodbye tayler(or) millise, I’m sorry for what I did. I know I can’t ever take it back. No matter how much I wish I could. I can’t and I know it. It’s hard to say goodbye, when you wish you never had to it really is. Goodbye princess.